State of my mind

Its a few minutes past midnight and PHCN has refused to restore power, the only reason i'm up is cos i have to switch off the blady noisy generator......abeg #lightupNigeria. I thought i should put up stuff here as i no fit sleep nor skype with madam as she's out having fun with family and friends plus she needs her space. Who am i kidding sef, the only reason i'm putting this up is cos i'm feeling jealous that she's out there somewhere having fun with some dude......i'm not the jealous type but outta boredom i did a wiki search on "jealousy" and here's what i found;

Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy.

The experience of jealousy involves:

* Fear of loss
* Suspicion or anger about betrayal
* Low self-esteem and sadness over loss
* Uncertainty and loneliness
* Fear of losing an important person to an attractive other
* Distrust

This is what Wikipedia says, i think i might have experienced some of this....but oh well......it's one of those things.

Outta boredom i decided to track back to the day/period i committed the crime of not caring about madam's feeling by checking her TL on twitter and i found a few subliminal messages i hope wasn't intended for me:


*You aint no player nigga..You just talk bullshit sprinkled with game on it..Negro please..Try that on the next aisle..Fucking fucktard!!

*When a grown man starts acting like a lil boy,its a fucking tragedy!!

*Its assholes like you that give all men a bad name..Negro you ain't fit to be called a MAN,coz you don't know what that means!!

I doubt if these were meant for me though, cos i doubt if i did anything to warrant any of the insults...........we've been talking though but she asked for a break which i reluctantly gave her....not as if i had a choice.

oh well ayam tired and heading to bed

Taking a break from TWITTER!

I've been considering taking a break from tweeting after 2yrs and 27,000+ tweets of yarns and misyarns but I finally gave myself brain yesterday and decided to take a break from twitter for at least 2-3weeks, it wasn't easy but I got advise from @bambam_onams on how she went about it. Had @jiballzzz change my password and only give me my password when I pass a mock test he'll probably set for me in preparation for my PMP exam.

Before I left I was on the verge of a lil trouble making after I found out a certain dude unfollowed me, not as if it affects the price of garri in the market but because the dude is a spoil spot. Why dish out insults when you can't take any? I believe in the rule of "do to others as u wish them to do to u". To think I'm a fan of his blog *sigh*

This was the tweet that caused beef o " ‎​#whats299 the number of babes @Nobsdaslushhkid claims to have cancelled. Memoirs ko story ni *shior*" or this "‎​#inothernews don't ever call me short, I kill @Nobsdaslushhkid with at least 2inches #okbye". Only for me to get this DM from him: "Nobsdaslushhkid You know what,seriously one of these days,I'll reply you believe me.". Was gonna DM back to apologise when I realised the binsh nigger unfollowed me......I forgive him sha

Moving on......I hope I get to study and ace the exams I wanna take. Imma miss twitter but I doubt if tweeps will miss me.

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I don't proof read my posts so feel free to gbagaun it #IsitYourBLOG #okbye!