Its a few minutes past midnight and PHCN has refused to restore power, the only reason i'm up is cos i have to switch off the blady noisy generator......abeg #lightupNigeria. I thought i should put up stuff here as i no fit sleep nor skype with madam as she's out having fun with family and friends plus she needs her space. Who am i kidding sef, the only reason i'm putting this up is cos i'm feeling jealous that she's out there somewhere having fun with some dude......i'm not the jealous type but outta boredom i did a wiki search on "jealousy" and here's what i found;
Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy.
The experience of jealousy involves:
* Fear of loss
* Suspicion or anger about betrayal
* Low self-esteem and sadness over loss
* Uncertainty and loneliness
* Fear of losing an important person to an attractive other
* Distrust
This is what Wikipedia says, i think i might have experienced some of this....but oh well......it's one of those things.
Outta boredom i decided to track back to the day/period i committed the crime of not caring about madam's feeling by checking her TL on twitter and i found a few subliminal messages i hope wasn't intended for me:
*You aint no player nigga..You just talk bullshit sprinkled with game on it..Negro please..Try that on the next aisle..Fucking fucktard!!
*When a grown man starts acting like a lil boy,its a fucking tragedy!!
*Its assholes like you that give all men a bad name..Negro you ain't fit to be called a MAN,coz you don't know what that means!!
I doubt if these were meant for me though, cos i doubt if i did anything to warrant any of the insults...........we've been talking though but she asked for a break which i reluctantly gave her....not as if i had a choice.
oh well ayam tired and heading to bed
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